It is hard to face the truth when those you love suffers so much when they are going ill. It is the same for everybody else in the whole world because we got family and we got friends ... One day, someone will go ... somehow ... So, be brave, little one, and that your faith is the only one thing that keeps your heart at bay and remember always that the other family members also are as scared as you do. I know this too well because of the loss of many people that was gone before me ... experiences taught us to learn to cope with reality.

Best still is that you yourself must learn from now on the enjoy every second and moment with your mother - cherish the memories of her in you and write a journal about her. Because I do the same about my mother ... This is what journal is all about. To write memories & events, to be remembered.

I pray for all the needs that you need in your life and now and in the presence time - be strong. Many hugs:)))))))

Sherry

soooooooooooooooooooooo saddddddddddddddddddddd

i feel so sorry 4 her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 xoxo<

Dj

I know two ppl, adults, who are cancer survivors. ohh its so sad, she is doing kemo, which makes you loose your hair. its not fun either iv heard kemo makes you really sick all the time. but some ppl get through and survibe and live long, happy lives. i really hope that is the case here.

 its really good that like, she isnt afraid of dying, that means she is strong. Its okay to be sad, i would be crying alot too!

I have no idea what your going through [the cancer survivors i know i met after their cancer struggles so i cant really relate with that feeling] and i know my words cant help too much since i have no idea how it feels but I am sorry and i truely with all my heart hope your mom is okay. ill keep her in my prayers.

xoxonicole.

Hello dear girl again;

My computer just go crazy and I could not send message to you prorperly. So I try to message again. Hey, girl. You know as I have told you not long ago that my mother too was very ill. I was at your age and I know how it feels to fear to lose someone you love. Hold on, girl. I read few of your entries and I saw the pics. It hurts me to see you because then you reminded me of my own daughter. I pray for you and I will always answer your when you message me, alrgiht? Stay strong ... stay strong. There is a guardian angel there guarding all of you. Don't cry and be strong, okay.

Sherry

Hello my dear girl;

Just to let you know that I contacted all those I know and all of my MDD friends to pray for you. I copy and pasted your entry for them too. I pray for you, my dear. Message me, okay? God Bless U.

Sherry

God heals because that is His pattern for revealing His nature through His Son. With compassion, Jesus chose to touch the festering sores of the leper (Matthew 8:3). He showed mercy as He touched the crusted lids of blinded eyes (Matthew 9:29). In receiving healing from God, we must earnestly desire to touch Him as well. “People brought all their sick to him and begged him to let the sick just touch the edge of his cloak, and all who touched him were healed” (Matthew 14:35–36).

Healing Prayers – Can I receive healing from God if my faith is great enough?
Every individual has the ability, through healing prayers, to express faith -- the belief in the truth, value, or trustworthiness of a person, idea, or thing. You express faith in the car manufacturer who installs your brakes, faith in the architect who designs your office building, and faith in intangibles like gravity, solar heat, or a promise. “Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see” (Hebrews 11:1). Biblical faith is determined by 1) reliance upon God rather than man and 2) confidence in the unseen power of God.

Exercising our faith in the area of healing may involve unconventional behavior. The Bible tells of a woman who had been bleeding for twelve years (Mark 5:25–34). She knew that her condition would cause Jesus to be unclean under Jewish law if she touched Him. Yet she reached out in faith and was healed immediately as “Jesus realized that power had gone out from him” (Mark 5:30). Genuine faith requires action. However, faith is not something we must “conjure up” enough of in hopes that God will heal us. Ultimately, it is God who chooses whether or not we will be healed.

For most people facing pain and possible death dramatically changes their lives. For some, dreams are shattered, relationships broken, and despair consumes their hearts. For others, new dreams are found, relationships strengthened, and hope takes over their hearts. A grieving and pleading father fell at the feet of Jesus. Jarius’ 12-year-old daughter had just died. Why bother Jesus now? Jesus tells the father not to be afraid . . . to just believe. With compassion, Jesus takes the dead girl by the hand and restores her to life (Mark 5:35–43). We must place our faith in the person of Jesus, the source of all hope and His promise of everlasting life. God knows best.

I will pray for you and message me if there is anything. I know I cannot be there to hold you as a friend and I cannot hug you as a sister in Christ; but I am here as a friend from far. Pray for your mother and keep up your faith. I will put this up for the MDD friends and let them pray for you, okay? Wish you all the blessings from our Father in Heaven.

Your friend and sis in Christ; Sherry

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I FEEL SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY FOR UR MOTHER AND UR FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

                                     GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

be strong!!

she need you to be strong for her!!!!!

have faith!!!

I want to drop by to see how you are doing. Thank you for passing by and care to drop a few nice words. I hope you are doing fine and that life is kind to you at this time. If anything, just message me, ok? See ya. And have a nice day, my dear.

Sherry

sooooo sorry about ur mom very best to her!!!

   xoxo

 Dj7=)

OMG!!!!!!!!!!I FEEL WEAK NOW I FELL SO SORRY 4 UR MOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BEST OF LUCK TOO HER!!!!!!!!!!!!

she s still alive, so theres still HOPE

give her ALL the LOVE and support she needs, the happier she is the better, more strengh = more health. she needs to believe she'll get better and she can with Gods will. stay strong. mine is a cancer survivor and i hope you can say the same when this is over. wish ur family the best. take care

I really do hope very much that you Mother survives.

Lots of love&support

Juicyx 

Oh my goshhhh... i'm so sorry to hear that =[[

I'll pray for you, and just have lots and lots of faith.

-Julia

Oh my goodness. Love, I am so sorry that you and your family have
to go through this. I hope that she gets better and recovers. I
will pray for you.

<3

[aliceinwxnderland]

Hey, I know how you feel. My dad died from cancer. Well, at least he was supposed to die that way. He ended up killing himself because he didn't want the cancer to get him first. But stay strong, I know it's hard but you can do it. Mucho prayers for both of you :D. Have tons of faith :D

Much love, Many hearts,

Chelsea

Wow!
I missed youu!
~*_Taylor!_*~

Hey where did you go???? you haven`t been on for like a month..are you ok???? Hopefully talk to you soon.

BTW cute pictures

WHAT EVER HAPPENEND TO U???

               U NEVER WRITE ANY MORE!!!

I think u all look pretty!!!!

     xo<DJ7

Awe,passed the french kissing level. (:
Phahaa,I remember whenn I did tht with
The actual love of my life.
Tyler.
Current boyF*.
Its a special feeling,huh?
Let me knw hoe the relationship goes,
&+develops.
Ahh,this makes me want tooh go see Tyler now.
I loovee talkiin bout love.
So...
Yer really thinkin this is yer first actual love?
Comment backk.
iiilovveeyoohmariah,
~*_Taylor!_*~

Hey,

I have a personal question.....have you ever masterbated?

Chrissy

Who the boy in the pic is it Rob??

    xo<Dj7

Yay!!! You guys kissed that`s so great!! First kisses are so great aren`t they :)

lucky duck was that u and rob first kiss lol!!!

                        xo<Dj7

ok the other twin is going out with someone and he like u werid!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh wow

yea it sounds like a really awkward convo. with your boii.

I'm happy to hear..or read..that you had a great birthday!

You look a lot like this girl that lives in my neighborhood named Brice

it's werid...im actually questioning if this is her. haha

-likeMadd

awwwwwww thank u very much but u are very pretty and happy b-day again!!!

               xoxo,

                  Dj<7

Happy B-day again=) you are very very pretty love you pics wish I was u so bad lol! hope u had a great time=)

                                                       xoxo,

                                                         Dj<7

happy birthday.

wow colourful page.
hope you had a good day.

and aww sweet boyf. x

love your pics happy b-day=)hope u got everything u want!!!

                                  xoxo,

                                   Dj  

P.S.next year u can have your sweet sixteen Lol=)

your pictures are adorable.

=]

Happy almost birthday!!!15 lucky!!! me I'm only 10 hahahaha!!! Today is my friends birthday she turning 10 u maybe know her cause she has a diary on this website too her username:pebbs8 she add u to her favorites add her if u want!!! byeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

                                  xoxo,

                                     Dj

Aww Mariah iam so happy for you.
your so beautiful.

Awe congrats Mariah. : D
Im glad Robert asked yooh outt,
&+yooh dont have to worry about Phillip! (;
Yer very prettyy!!!
I loovvveeee yooh,
~*_Taylor!_*~

Cool

looks fun

comment me?

alice.xx

glas1221.xx

Looks like yooh had fun!
I loovvveeee the pictahss,
Veryy pretty.
Hope we can become good friendss.
<3,
~*_Taylor!_*~

i think by the note he's trying to tell you that he wants any awkwardness to end between you guys. just talk it out. send him a note like he did and just ask 'hey can we talk?' or something like that. then talk to him in person. i know it's nerve wracking justing thinking about dealing about this in person, but it's the best way. even if while you try to speak to him it feels like your throught is closing up and your palms are sweaty, just spit it out. it will get easier if you just let yourself open up. i know it might not be easy for him either, so he'll appreciate it.

hope this helps, good luck

alice

cute pix!

Ohh!! You'll get no regrets, for sure. Cute pix!

kayute pictures.

Added Youu Too My Favourites.

Really Likee Your Diary (:

-Daniella.

Wow! Ur 14?! U look WAAAAAY younger. U like u should be in 6th grade(no offense)! Well, atleats you'll know you;ll look more youthful when u get old! ^^

Hope I did'nt offend you, you seem cool!

Bye bye!

cute pic....i added you....hope you dont mind!!!!

xxxxxx

Well I really like him, we have only been going out just over a month almost 2, and everything was going great we had a laugh, we chatted about everything, I just dont understand why he needs a break, he said he felt that it was just so right being with me, and now this???

I do really like him, but I am not in love with him, I really really like him, but I dunno why he has done this

Lulu  xx

wish u the best! hope you chose da correct way yo.

wish u the best! hope you chose da correct way yo.

your welcome!!

thats pretty gay about your school do you go to like a school of rich girls?

I was in a school with a bunch of low-class stoner kids lol no one really cared what anyone else did..have you figured out what your gonna do yet?

but yeah for sure cherish the moments because one day you'll be like I wish I was older and then when you are you'll be like man I wish I was 13 again lol..

lmao at the 15 year old who told you that you don't need to worry about boys..

Aren't you 14? one year differnce whoopity doo girl! anyways Your boy-crazy I was boy-crazy at 14 its confusing just know this

A crush today probably isn't going to be a crush next month..Your gonna have tons of boys that you like but when you get older your going to be like WHAT WAS I THINKING!! More then likely something starting at 14 isn't going to last forever so Have fun with it! Don't try and tie yourself down at your age your only 14 once but enjoy your teenage years I know your probably like WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT IT but honestly If i could go back to being 13-14 I would It was fun hanging out with friends..

Good luck

I am addicted to runescape lol

All my friends hate McDonalds because apparently, if you are spotted eating McDonalds, you are officially FAT. I mean, they need to grow up!

If you read my other posts, you will realise that my diary entries are boring and all I write about is what I did that day. But if you find that interesting in any way, that's fine by me

Thanks a lot for ur comment, nice to meet u

You're so pretty  Umm... Where r u????

Hope to talk with u again, bye bye